Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Excuses.

Dear Internet,

I haven't posted in a while. You'll have to excuse me. I have been down in the dumps.

I think that this is mainly because of this course I'm doing at uni. I have a couple of assignments I have to do for it. I hate the course, and it's really hard. So even though I'm on holidays, I'm still down about it.

I haven't really been doing any projects of interest. I always think "I don't have time to make a ___, I have to do my assignments!" and then I sit and read articles or do something vaguely related to my research, in a really unproductive way. But at least I'm doing it? Right? It's really on my mind a lot. I've committed to being in two concerts soon, and I feel like I can't take any time off these assignments to do the rehearsals. Which is stupid because the assignments aren't even getting anywhere. I haven't even studies for my other courses.

Charles and I are going to the coast tomorrow, which I'm excited about, but of course I'm going to have to bring my lappy and work. And then my holidays are over and the assignments are due. So I am down in the dumps and haven't done anything fun these holidays. I just want this course to be over.

I've been taking photes of some of my outfits that I was proud of, but some of the photos are on film (!) and some are on Charles' camera, and my camera sucks. So no photos for you, Internet.

Should I delete my blog? Do I just need to sneeze? Time will tell.

Love,
Chrissy.

3 comments:

  1. I'm really sorry about your course, Chrissy. I can't say that I know exactly how you feel, but I can partially understand. It is if you have everything in the world to do, but you can't bring yourself to do it. And it isn't contained to study work, even the things you loved doing in the past, loses its taste. If you and Charles didn't help me last year, I would not have my degree (though my work performance is still not what it should be). So if there is anything I can do to make your burden less, ask me anytime for help, even if it is just to print something or anything you can think of. Not because you helped me, but because you are my friend.

    It is good that you and Charles is going to the coast for a bit. I hope that you'll be able to set your mind at ease for a bit and forget about the assignments for a while. I don't think you should do work on the first day, but that's up to you.

    Remember to clap me if I go to far and say "I know you can do it" too much, because I'm not really helping and I'm adding to your stress.

    You don't have allow this comment - it is a bit over-bloated. And don't you dare delete this blog.

    The following link does have spoilers, but it might make you a little less down. :thumbsup:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHMSZ6en7m4

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  2. Don't delete your blog... I like it. You don't have to do stuff all the time. Sometimes you just have to work hard right? You'll feel so good when you've finished your degree.

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  3. Sorry I'm a bit late - but I don't want you to delete your blog either! I like it :) And I like reading about your adventures in Japan too.

    When I was at uni I felt guilty 24/7 for not doing work. It's so much nicer being at work (did I just say that?!?) But at 5.30 I go home - no guilt.

    My dad once suggested I do my uni work like a job (I never did) but if you work on it 9-5 or something every day the evenings and weekends will be all yours.

    Good luck with everything :)

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